Good Bye Blog

I've decided to take down this blog. After careful analysis i decided its not good for me to think that everyone wants and needs to read about my personal life. Living in the city gives one a big ego and an inflated sense of self importance. Blogging does nothing but add to my growing self awareness and I think i need to be vigilant about growing spiritually and intellectually, especially in this denizen of masturbatory self-obsession.

So, in short, Im just leaving this message to say good bye and then im going to take it down in a week or so. This has got to be, in some way, unhealthy for me.

course i'll still probably pop by to say hi now and then on that other one, 'wild child playground'. I wouldnt want you guys to miss me too much.

Sex With Girls

Is so damn good.

Not that I've had any lately. Here's the thing...vaginas are just so damn cool. Your own is a little creepy, though. I mean, I don't really get guy's obsessions with their own junk. I find nothing sexual about my own bits. But you have to admit, the subtle intricacies surrounding a woman's body is, even on a subconscious level, really sexy.

Having said that, I don't think I would ever date a woman. Simply because of my personal experiences with the difference in the way men and women's mind work. For instance, around the attitude of the relationship. On more than one occasion I've sat around with a bunch of girlfriends, dishing on how lame the relationship is, or listening to someone else dish, about the fundamental problems in their relationships. And their male partners are always blissfully unaware until one day BOOM! the bomb gets dropped. So I'm starting to think that maybe women just anticipate possible situations beforehand more often and thereby internalize one of those scenarios while men tend to deal with the real and current. Maybe I'm wrong? Don't hate me for this.

So I think that me, for instance, dating a woman would be a problem because we'd both deal a lot with the possible and we'd probably both have a lot of secret thoughts, even if we talked. Because I talk to people all the time, but I always have secret thoughts, sometimes pertaining to that exact person or situation. It doesnt make me two faced but it's because im always operating on several different levels, a few of which are hypothetical.

I kind of take solace in the way the male mind deals with things sometime. And I'm not just going to limit this to gender because for sure there are women who think more in the here and now and men who operate more in the possible and hypothetical and future, but in my experience they usually conform to genders.

What do you think? Do you think that gender plays a role in the mental?

And the Award For Lamest Porno Ever Goes to...

" 9 Songs", which for some reason I thought had Maggie Gyllenhaal in it but did NOT.

GIVE ME THOSE TWO FUCKING HOURS OF MY LIFE BACK YOU STUPID LAME PORNO POSING AS A LAME ART FILM! AND BUY ME ANOTHER PORNO TO MAKE UP FOR IT! I SPENT FIVE BUCKS ON THIS SHIT!@

seriously. I have never felt so violated and embarrassed while witness a sex act before. Everything about this movie was wrong. If you liked this movie, come to Vancouver so I can have something to project my INTENSE HATRED on to!!!!


FUCK!